Some Film Photography

Unfortunately, the photographs taken last year on my Argus “Brick” (maufactured in the 1940′s-1950′s) were ruined, the film became jammed as I was rewinding it and ripped – thinking the rewind was finished, I opened the back and exposed the film to sunlight. Although I was a bit disappointed, I did get some great shots off my Holga and Blackbird Fly. I’ve aquired roughly 40 vintage cameras and intend to photograph with all of them – I also intend to acquire MORE cameras haha:)

Here are some of my favorites that I just received back on disc. Film used was Kodak 400nc (expired) and Fuji RTP (expired Tungsten). Next Friday , Feb 3, 2012 from 5-9 pm  at my studio I’ll be showing snapshot photography (travel and leisure) in addition to my film work, I’d love if you could come!

This year, I’m offering toy / vintage camera sessions to my clients. Still ironing out those details but I’m so excited to have made this decision! Until then, I hope you enjoy these images! As always, tfl <3

 

 

 

City View

View at dusk from The Hyatt Regency in downtown Columbus…. my soon to be home! …….the city, not the Hotel;)

Two Years Old (and the pink chair).

Free Texture: DETERMINED

First Freebie of the year! I’ve been working on clearing out my old store and creating new items for you all to enjoy… starting with an all new texture inspired by the motivation and determination I feel in this beautiful new Year. Hope you like it:)

 

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define: Art

When I first started taking photographs, I remember a tagline I often used.. “Life as Art.”

 

This morning I woke up thinking about what to write next and the sun suddenly rose, illuminating the landscape of my mind.

While photography is definitely an artful depiction of life… it isn’t because life is art; instead, the definition of art is LIFE.

We are all artists, because we live and express.

A piece of art should be a reminder about the gift of life, touching those inner chords of our soul and orchestrating the songs we feel but cannot put into words. A photograph stops life in it’s very tracks. Every detail from the moment itself, to what images the photographer chooses to share and how they are shared, is all a result of being alive. Feeling.

 

 

To say that Life is Art is an understatement. As we were gifted with life, life presents us with opportunities to gift others with art to offer a shining new perspective. To tell a story.

 

Life is Life.

 

 

So whether you bake, or run, or sit at the beach every morning to think, or write, or hold your steering wheel a certain way while you’re driving, or follow a strict daily schedule, or live every second spontaneously, or have a special quality that draws children to you, or manage to put dinner on the table for 25 people every Sunday of your life just so everyone comes together….. you hold the reigns that will design your experiences. You carve out your destiny with every choice and every action. You are the master of how you see what you see.

 

You are already an artist. Because you live.

And when you start to care about that, it becomes even more beautiful.

 

Merry Christmas!

Wanting Right

WHAT IF?

 

No matter who you are, where you are, or what you have, there is probably some part of you that is left wondering “what if” concerning given situations.

 

What if things were different?

What if I was with someone else? 

What if I had more money?

What if I was as pretty as she? 

What if I hadn’t made that stupid mistake? 

 

We all want things. Hope and wish and long for things. But if we did obtain it, all of it even, it is highly likely that eventually, wanting something else would surface. Always wanting more, wanting different, better, greater, bigger. Never having quite enough.

 

DEFINE: “NECESSITY”

So, then I saw this earlier.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about what I want. It’s only natural to want things. However there really is a difference between wanting…. and wanting what we actually do need, wanting “right”, wanting to keep those things in order. Essentially there are four things that we all need – food, water, a healthy state of mind / intellect, and reciprocated love/care. And those four things are intended to work together, giving you the capacity to give and to serve others. At least, that should be how it works… and it makes me very sad to know how many people are lacking one or more of those four things.

When wanting loses balance or falls too far outside the realm of necessity, there is potential for a person’s entire existence to suffer, for the mind to become clouded with desires and inferiority complexes and jealousies. Those things, too, are natural to some degree, but wanting right can help eliminate them.

 

WHAT ARE THE RIGHT THINGS?

It’s not possible for me to create a list of right things to want. We’re all individuals and we’ve all walked different paths. But I think you know you’re wanting right when suddenly you see the world as a bounty of opportunities to do something good, something big, something that will make others want to do something good, and all of it without any expectation of reward or recognition. You know you’re wanting right when you can look around yourself and smile at what you’ve come through to get where you are, and that there is still so much room for more.  You’re wanting right when you make efforts to expand your mind and improve the way you function and communicate with others.

The simplest things can change the entire world, and you don’t have to prove any of it to anyone for those actions to feel validated. Doing something for the person in need will be all the validation you could ask for!

 

“THE SEASON OF GIVING”

I understand tradition, as this time of year is deemed the “season of giving and gratitude” (or something like that). I’m sure you’ve heard this argument before, but why must there be a season devoted to giving? Shouldn’t we be living our lives from a place of gratitude and giving, every day? We even tend to compete with one another and what is being given or feel less significant if we can’t give as much as someone else does at Christmas. And we all say “oh this has become so commercialized” yet we still go out and spend thousands of dollars. Even worse, we expect to receive this time of year.

WHAT?!

No further comments.

Thoughts on Thanksgiving Morning

I don’t perceive the world the same as most.

I don’t hear voices in my head, but I SEE music, and I HEAR emotion.

Nothing is the way it seems.

Children need to be nurtured and tucked in at night.

Every night.

I believe you are in control over your own destiny.

The things around me are works of art waiting to happen.

“Beauty is in the eye of the beholder” – oh so true.

One thing can become something else instantly if you change your perception.

There is so much music in my head…..

I stand alone, yet I am not lonely

Love exists

We all have a story that has been sculpted into time

I hear songs as I am writing this now

Tears are trails to a greater understanding

Smiling make us stronger

What happened to people being friendly?

I wish I had a time transporter

I don’t want to know all the answers

My heart is like the high tide, waves crashing

Sometimes I mourn my losses on my bedroom floor at midnight

If I had a million dollars I wouldn’t be any more content than I am right now

“So much for the honest man” – a line from a song I am listening to now

I love looking out my window in the morning

Ohio isn’t as boring as I used to think

Sometimes I feel empowered by the woman I have become

Sometimes I feel fragile when I remember the little girl inside

I wish the Hollywood lights weren’t so distracting to everyone

We’re all the same

Maybe I’m neurotic because I haven’t been dancing enough

Maybe you’re lonely because we haven’t met

Small town minds are growing smaller

None of you have seen the best in me, yet.

© 2011

Little Hawk

When I was looking up the etymology of the name ‘Gavin’ I wasn’t surprised by it’s meaning, “Little Hawk”. ‘Gavin’ is of Welsh origin, which is a Celtic language spoken in both Wales and Argentina.

While a hawk is a bird of prey, it is one of elegance, and the word ‘Little’ being attached to the meaning distracts from any feeling of viciousness. Gavin really was a Little Hawk during our session, exploring everything and fearless of anything since having recently discovered what his legs can do:)

 

 

What is the meaning of your name? Do you know it’s origin? 

My name just happens to mean “One who is Like God,” haha. My name comes from France, which explains why I’m infatuated with French culture and often listen to French podcasts trying to learn the elegant language;)

Newborn (and portrait) Photography: Has Originality Gone Too Far?

This might very well be the most controversial topic I’ve ever attempted to confront on this blog. I first want to make it clear that by discussing this issue I mean no disrespect towards any of you and only want to encourage newborn photographers (and all photographers) to reconsider what portrait photography is supposed to be about: illustrating the character of your subjects.

We live in an age where cameras have become the most available means of self expression. How wonderful that our memories can be so easily captured, enhanced, and shared. Looking back through history, photography and portrait photography has quickly evolved from a mysterious challenge into a race to create the most original images. When I first started to pursue this as a career, I became confused in my motivations (I write about this in my ebook “It’s Your Atmosphere” and explore this in my classes / mentorships as well). I wanted to be a great artist, to be unique, to stand out. I think that’s what we all want as artists, at some point in our journey. My work quickly started to gain attention on my deviantART account where one of my self portraits now has over 40,000 views, and on my old Flickr account (which was deleted for promoting my sites, but had over 600,000 views in just 2.5 years). What more could an artist ask for than to have so much positive feedback?!

But the desire to appeal to my audience started to hinder my true performance as an artist, where, since I was a child, have created from a place of deep honesty and a place where I longed to evolve spiritually and gain more understanding about the world and about people. To express real emotions. When I realized that acceptance had taken the lead in my artistic pursuits, my entire focus shifted. I started to ask myself why I create all over again. It was painful to admit some of the things I admitted to myself. There was shame towards some of the jealousies I’d felt at points along the way. But what’s significant is that I acknowledged my deep compassion for people that had always been present in my life, and that is what continues to drive me forward now. What drives you may be different, but the important thing is to question yourself periodically to consider what your art is actually saying, to consider what you want it to say, how it speaks, how the world speaks to you.

To narrow the discussion a bit, about 4 years ago I started paying closer attention to newborn photography and considered offering those kinds of services in my existing line of work since I specialize in Childhood Portraiture. I don’t know about you, but when something interests me I practically obsess over it, studying every aspect, considering the mental processes involved. What I noticed about myself during that time was an urgency I’d never before felt; the need to learn how to pose a baby. I posted a few model calls and practiced these “posing techniques” with a few different babies, but it never failed that I felt intrusive and the process itself felt unnatural (at best).

The more I studied and practiced, the more uncomfortable I felt. Babies in vases and on plates, on bookshelves and hanging in awkward positions. Just looking at some of the images made me uncomfortable, even knowing that many were safely created; if a portrait of a baby made me uneasy in any way or the thought of safety came up at all, then it was no longer, in my mind, a portrait of a baby… but instead a conceptual artistic photograph. The curiosity of the process involved outweighed the emotion portrayed. A portrait of a baby should illustrate fragility and innocence, and should illustrate safety, warmth, comfort, and a sense of nurture. Since not every photographer explains the measures of safety they have taken to accomplish certain images, I’m sure many other photographers have tried to replicate or exceed what’s been put forth in the industry, to keep up with the “creative demands” not fully knowing the process.

So I ask, is all of this really worth it?

I stumbled across the above photograph on Facebook yesterday, and to respect the company I will not disclose who posted it (I know how hateful people can be on the internet). I don’t know how it makes YOU feel, but for me it is the final straw in what people are willing to do to be the most “unique” or “creative”. This in no way for me depicts any of the things I feel when I am near a new baby, in fact, it does just the opposite. It makes me want to rescue him/her. It in no way respects the helpless infant and is undeniably dangerous. Saddens my heart…….

Again, I want to ask, is it really worth it to compete, to this degree, for the chance to be considered a unique artist? Are all the props and production and preparation and posing really necessary to illustrate a human being’s personality? Have we crossed the line? Maybe it is time to go back to the basics, when portraits were just that – portraits.

I’ll be writing more on this. In fact… I think I’ve found inspiration to educate further on this issue, something that has been bothering me for a very long time. It would be wonderful to know your thoughts. Let’s take a stand together to promote safety and sensible portrait photography. Thank you for reading.

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